My Thoughts on the Structure of this Blog.

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I've been struggling with the organization of my thoughts when it comes to the journey I'm on. There are so many moments, small and monumental that make us who we are as individuals. My journey into my power has been in many ways, long and arduous even though the biggest growth has been only in the last 5 years. I feel like if I don't at least touch on the things that brought me to where I am today then no one, including myself, will truly understand the journey. There are many gears and cogs, all of which as important to the whole no matter how small they may be.
So for anyone reading this, keep that in mind. It may feel like the story ping pongs all over the place, and it does. It has to. Life isn't structured and numbered and organized. It is messy and chaotic, so why wouldn't the story of my journey be the same. It all leads to the same place though. To where I am now, standing in my own power, knowing that I am capable, important and worthy. It is a nice place to be, the view is fantastic.

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